Abandoned by Light

The soul in the darkness awoken Calling out for the self destruction to begin Crying out for you to kill yourself To end the perpetual misery That like the air and black sky Is always their in your life Live, hate, die, repeat, the existence That you have crea...

The pale icy moon illuminates Rain mixing with blood and ash And pale lifeless figures rising from night Lifeless eyes gazing through myself Lost and mutilated in a world That stands in perfect silence A heavy suffocating atmosphere With ghosts...

Lying on a bed of rusting nails My life dripping and running down my wrists Stars that once shined so bright Fade into an ever-darkening blackness Tears run down my pale complexion I recognise this life, but its no longer my own Rising from the painful throne...

I'm cutting myself again Trying to take this pain away Trying to drown it all, in the wave I'm hurting so much, hurting for you This love is taking my life away Why did you go? This obsessive love is breaking me So i'm cutting again, cutting for you I'm takin...

Abandoned by Light December cold settles in deep Frost coats the vales in white The crunch beneath my feet Breaking the reverie of my journey Cutting through my silent thoughts Wandering through the nocturnal mist The sun consumed by the dark clouds...

Abandoned by Light - I Shalt Become the Veil of Darkness Dark shadows enclose upon us Ensnaring my soul with cold tendrils Sickening melancholy holds me down Drowning me in suffocating black I feel the call of the deepening beyond The decaying and ro...

I broke the silence I crossed the chasm Of all things To claim the stars That stretched beyond Dismal winds are falling The voice of the aether speaks Revealing the answer To the question yet unasked The chasm parted before me Tear you down to set...

Miserable, alone, drowning in sadness I love you, but you will never know The icy daggers of pain, that one by one Plunge into my heart and soul Ending the last beatings of life in me Why do I feel so isolated? Alone in the circle of the living A ghost amongs...

I have stepped from the darkness Into a warm light I now see the world in a truer form However, this is not over I may have won the battle But I am not safe yet, now begins An age of recovery, till I can once again Find true happiness And so a new story starts...

And Here I Stand, Betwixt Light and Dark Part 1: Light Raising my arms towards the birthing sun Dragged away from the shadowy realms To bask into the dawning glow around A world unknown to those once blind Trees release an emerald glow outward That...

Astral Corpse of a Dead Sun Lightning perpetually strikes down Endless crashing cacophony of sound Human colour fades, and light dies Into the bewildering darkness it fades Tortured and torched voices scream Abysmal depths are flooded again And plun...

My eyes open in pain Lying in the nuclear snows Stained red with my essence and sorrow Agony encircles my wounds Wretched life remaining inside Rising to my knees screaming Tears forming in bloodshot eyes Releasing my despair to the world Life...

Broken Glass Trail Eleven feeble shards press into my veins Pressing hatred and weight to collapse Finding the darkest place that I know To crawl into the deepest crevices And hide away from the wretched sun Making my way through life slowly Across...

Dusty dirty wounds repressing my hate melancholic memories press on my soul Staring into bleakness, a void in my eyes I disturb myself with my depressive thoughts I couldn't care about my life anymore I watch my life go by through broken mirrors I watch my li...

Broken Mirrors to the Stars As the moon crests the top of the cloud line And illuminates the world, bathed in dark I stare into the other realm, through shadow Through smoke and blackened ash I gaze Through broken mirrors I look to the stars Hatred f...

Burying Myself in Blood Soaked Sands Spread my ash soaked wings to the moon Leaving the broken woods behind, forever Soaring into the blackened sky, no life here As I keep nearing the darkened stars Land on the coast, stare to the black sea I feel t...

All good times must come to an end No joy can last forever Everyone must experience some sadness More so some than others Time brings death to all things pure And so the story of happiness comes to an end 

Death of a Silent God On the edge of darkness, looking in As I stare into the abyss of bleakness Shooting stars, tears from the sky falling I hear no sound, and see no colours The god of the silent, in an empty kingdom The vision that was planted in...

Lying on the cold floor In the abyss of nothing The living clipped my wings Whilst the dead looked on and laughed Silent is the landscape Devoid of the human plague Cold is my current life Cold like the grave My death is in your eyes Looking out at me Cold,...

Depression - Part I (Abyssic Hate cover) Far beyond the walls of all safety in a land Disgusting as the highest of God's heavens Starved hands keep appearing - clawing Tearing shreds out of the flesh and mind And as the sands crawl their unchanging...

Desolation The light of the black candle flickers Casting a growing shadow across the way Illuminating dead eyes, crystallised Shimmering in the tears forming in ice Unhallowed vastlands, formed by memory Skeletal forests, reaching into the fog A wo...

I cut myself into shreds and pieces To see how much feeling remains How much I still have to lose to the silence I walk alone into a darkened world Where pain is the sensation That lets you know your still here Still so fucking alive I can't go on like this a...

Don't Go (Happy Days cover) I thought you were everything I thought you were the one But once again I'm still blind By the fake mask of life Again I fell for its trap Again I fell for its lies And now you are leaving And I'm begging you to stay Wha...

Fire Paved Skies Darken Breaking light, on the dawning horizon Shattering the illusion of the night Crackling illumination as sun cuts through Apocalyptic thunder sounding the day The world keeled over into the abyss Dwindling light of stars in the h...

Forgotten Soul - Rituals on That Winter Night The cold embrace of the hoofed one. True Satanic workings. A night not long ago, the candles were lit. Black flames summon him, coming to darkness, the winter was in full bloom. Emerges from the fog. Whispers a...

Eyes grow dim Being drifting away Wasted years before my eyes A, cold deathly feeling settles in Soon I shall be nought but Frost at a funeral Where did my life go? years slip by like water Through old and rotted hands I cry for the lost, but it won't return...

Frost Tinted Rose in the Sleeping Fields Hindered by restless thoughts at night Submitting to the amber light of evening Wandering through dreamlike states Searching for the end of my ache Fantasising for the home I left Ending the bitter fire that bu...

Ghosts in the Lake Reach to the Soul Mirrored eyes and glassy thoughts Stare from the murky waters of the lake Specters swell from beneath the surface Dripping hands and clawing nails pull the air As ghosts in the lake reach to the soul Above I watc...

The alleys of hell where we wonder, What's eternal, now it begins. The fate of the earth, where we were born, No last echo, pull the plug. And the storm left nothing, And the storm left all, And the storm took nothing, And the storm took all. The w...

Watching the light sink away The last of my strength draining with it My heat replaced with stone My soul dipped in blood and hatred A voice from the dark aether speaks A shape forming in the midnight mists Cloaked in the nighttime and hooded in f...

Howling Wolves on Forest Cliffs Howling wolves on forest cliffs Signal the end of what has being The life of lies and denial is at an end The last of us on this corpse world Will cease to exist tonight Though life continues as wolves howl It is noth...

Captured now lifeless Necks tied around a rope Kicking the footing under you Watching as you choke Signal the firing squad Put a round in the chamber Fire on the command Into the bodies you dismember Throw them in the graves they'll die in T...

Drifting through the skies Watching the world below A hollow corpse shell Where once life dwelt Landing beneath a canopy Of blood, ash and dying leaves I imagine a world in bloom And curse the wretched life I lead Little remains of what once...

Into the darkness I fall Like Alice through the looking glass Like a great House of Usher, I broke Images of sadness surround me Telling a tale of woe Traumas and triggers befall me Stealing the last of myself away I wasn't always this sad But if home is wher...

Denounced from happiness Renounced from cheer My future crushed under the iron Of inevitable death and dust behold the darkened rotting womb Where suicide grows I am a puppet dancing To a cruel Gods beat Misery jerks on the strings Breaking my bones cruelly S...

Journey Through the Everlasting Kingdom of Bone, Eclipsed by the Bloodied Moon Stars fade within the eye of the mind Gods die, under the decaying temples touch Bodies wither and collapse, visions of eternity blinding Enter the kingdom of bone, where tim...

Into the veil of oblivion I ride, crowned King of Cuts Drifting through the shadow of depression Into the murky waters of the dark sea Memories of light fade away Into the dark dusk of my teary path Alone, alone, always alone I ride Along to the bitter sweet...

Life is a string of wounds Holding together that which was never meant to be Keeping the sufferings intact So that we may relive them, when all is dark And we are at our most miserable When the wrist is at its most bloodied A diary of scars, showing what we re...

Lost Wisdom (Burzum cover) While we may believe our world - our reality to be that is - is but one manifestation of the essence Other planes lie beyond the reach of normal sense and common roads But they are no less real than what we see or touch o...

Cut down the sacred sun Burn out the dawning stars And let its pain spread outward As a crimson portent of doom Under the dwindling light Of an uncertain splintered moon Shattered inhuman thoughts Took wing and became life The eyes that would see W...

Malfeitor (Watain cover) By the blessing of shunned Gods the cord of life was deformed, twisted into a noose to strangle the miscarriage of the I upon which he shall feast that was spawned by the semen of horror's fertile as his many limbs extend acro...

Melancholia (The Beginning) Engulfed and devolved Bitter thoughts whispered Outwards into the darkness Asphyxiated by the chasm Of the winds and the rain Red stained skies dwindle Into the blackness of night-time Illuminated by the rising moon The...

Mine Dying Light The purpose of my life is unknown The reason to continue this solitude Is beyond the reasoning of my mind The loneliness I feel is all consuming Mine dying light is fading continuously The wanderer of solitude if my being The gateke...

I hate you I hate you all I hate myself I hate this bloody life Please kill me now Lest I learn to love again And forget the reason that I began To detest you all I hate you I hate this world I hate humanity I will crush you all I will show you your faults I...

Mourning (The End) Solace has departed once more Embraced by the cold arms of grief Her smile painted with silver brushes Forged of frozen crystal funereal tears Of those left behind in February snows Life is killing him once again, sinking deeper D...

Nackskott (Lifelover cover) Rynkor, celluliter, hängbröst och rinnande mascara Falska léenden blandade med mundiarré Kassörskan är en hora på deltid Hennes vänlighet är suspekt Teddybjörnen trånar efter att få suga av Ett barnasinnes humor vrålar ut...

Nostalgia And once again despair is kissing me With her cold ghostly lips My own destruction is leading me to my grave That I digged for many times And once again I'm becoming a spectral thought Forgotten, sad, miserable shit As I fall into the black spheres a...

Falling Down I keep falling The air ripped from my lungs Suffocating, desperate Descending from on high Falling My wings keep struggling To catch the freezing wind Frozen tears clinging to my face Descending towards my tomb Spiraling ever...

Paradise Lost as Harmony Breaks As the sun falls from the heavens into night I make my way towards oblivions embrace No longer content to live this life of pain I will find my dead man’s sleep today Amongst the ruins of the woods I first found I will...

Plagis - The Night Is Forever You see me now A specter A shadow Of an angel now fallen I haunt the living plain Neither live or dead From a land in between Where its forever cold The night is forever The night is still young The bells forever r...

Plagis - Year Zero (Ghost cover) [Belial, Behemoth, Beelzebub, Asmodeus, Satanas, Lucifer Belial, Behemoth, Beelzebub, Asmodeus, Satanas, Lucifer] Since dawn of time The fate of men is that of lice Equal as parasites And moving without eyes A day of...

Mind torn open Soul exposed Heart ripped asunder Misery inside out This is the life I know live alone One of desolation Please kill me now Wrists slashed apart A sign of sadness My being is dead Soon I shall be too Tortured by depression Broken and beaten int...

My requiem is written in blood Dripping from the edges of my mind Despair is leading me by the hand To the place, where the dead Still dream of what they were Death gazes from your eyes Inevitable and painful A dreadful purge of all mankind This is the ending...

Seven Tears Are Flowing to the River (Nargaroth cover) Seven Tears are flowing to the river And six of 'em are mine: Und ich kostete den fremden Saft, Der sich mit meinigem vermengte, Um zu deuten in ihm jene Kraft, Die an so viele ich verschenkte. U...

A single flower blooming in darkened fog Blossoming towards the allure of the sun Pursuing the earth in celestial eternity Shimmering colours against the grey void Shapes flowing across the canvas of light Radiant in the surrounding maelstrom A ge...

Shed the Skin to Receive the World A spirit of torment screaming out Painted in the blood of its sins Bearing the wounds of the darkness Lacerated veins witness force Forged of the fabric of night Violent and jagged edges Slice at the edges of the s...

Splinters of Shadow Eternally falling deeper and deeper Into the suffocating emptiness below Into the fire that eternally burns within Scalding flames violating the skies The darkness was always there Rising till it has consumed it all Blackening an...

Sterile Nails & Thunderbowels (Silencer cover) Vast souls And inhumans, Bitten by infected jaws Abandoned minds And corpses Lurking with moulded eyes Lacerated bodies Without mourners Nodding in gallows Crushed skulls Tasting the Fur Of dy...

Vast Souls And Inhumans, Bitten By Infected Jaws Abandoned Minds And Corpses Lurking With Moulded Eyes Lacerated Bodies Without Mourners Nodding In Gallows Crushed Skulls Tasting The Fur Of Dying Cats Needles, Injecting Pain Flamable Skin And...

Summoning Annihilation from Infernos Maw It rises again, the twisted sense of dread Blossoming into ash laden skulls Eyes turned towards the depths of hatred Where the darkness once was content Whispered curses and prayers unknown To try and summon r...

A scar that steals all the light Words carved into flesh Sadness that swallows all life Too few drugs to take all the pain Beaten and broken from birth A life cursed from the start To lie under the shadow of despair Never to see the light of day The blade gl...

Tearing Away the Veil of Night... A dreamlike veil seeps over reality A tremble that grows in the dark Vivid hallucinations over my vision That threaten my subconscious To tear away the face of the deep I leave your world once more To fall into the...

The Angel Experiment The dead soul that lurks inside Will never see the light outside the walls The walls that lurk within, built through time Wings will never spread through wind To feel the warm kiss of the sun This is the angel experiment That nev...

Veins filled with the serum of torment Eyes weeping the tears of prophecy Ears echoing the anguish of nations Surrounded by the graves of all men The Angel Experiment receiving the world Formed in the cocoon of times end At the birth of a new dyin...

Abandoned by Light The world is dying around me Everywhere there are graves Of those who never deserved life anyway Violent cries arise everywhere of Those who cling to their existence Afraid of what lies beyond the veil of this reality Where they will be judg...

The Eternal Sleep of the Dead Through necropolis steeped in darkness The spirit crawling into the tomb As fragile feelings of hope slither away A broken sensation claws at the brain Pain, sorrow, misguided dreams The sensation grows ever larger Enco...

As I sit and wait for the flood My soul breaks down and weeps Wound upon wound bleed me out As I lay in the ashes of sanctuary Summoning the last vestiges of life In the husk of my frame Cut out the bleeding within What is life but the road to death? Sitting...

The Last of Us Leaving the darkened place behind Fifteen years of despair abandoned As I witness the worlds end around me Frozen images, of my torment before Spread winds to the fire tainted sky Far away from the prison of dark To the world of destr...

The Midnight Raven Calls Out to the Forgotten Depths Clinging to the root of your mind Infecting and diseasing your blood Nesting inside and draining your soul Corroding away at your life and smile Blackening your vision, closing your eyes Falling th...

The Music of the Night (Phantom of the Opera cover) Night-time sharpens, heightens each sensation Darkness stirs and wakes imagination Silently the senses abandon their defenses Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendor Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and t...

The Shimmering Radiance of the Dawning Horizon The morning mist spreads it cold embrace out Holding the dawning world in its chilling hold Empty streets, undisturbed silences, hollow The world that greets my gaze is forgotten Under the shimmering radia...

Trepidation Desperate screams to embittered darkness Ripped from the throat by oppressive winds Air stolen from lungs with immaterial hands Collapse into the earth, regretful eyes dark With trepidation, steps are taken from light Grey shadowy clouds...

Turning Towards the Black Cascade Obsidian steps leading towards truth Carrying forward the seed into the light Eyes open to witness the turn of the sun And hands stretch forth towards the earth Turning towards the black cascade Bloodied and broken b...

Blind faith clings to my eyes, blinding Causing me to continue forward Even when all my hopes have died And my voice has long since been silent Violating the soulless shrine of failure By maiming myself, the cowering flock A choir of regret and de...

Waking to a World of Deepening Nightmares Awaken, in the world of deepening nightmares In the once luscious graveyard of the forest realm Alone, in the world of increasing dark and cold I wander through the corpses of the trees Feeling the sorrow that...

Under the moonlit darkness After everything I've suffered A razorblade romance ending in cuts After the sacrifice of blood I've given I no longer feel emotions anymore Time repeats my painful experience So I just cut some more Wandering through a nocturnal so...

I'm drowning into the waters of the oversight shadows embracing me and the cold devouring me cause all of you had illustrated the insignificance of being A life withour values, a useless thing No one likes us or you above or under when you'll break the chains...

Gazing sadly through December rain Seeing my life reflected in the harsh elements Torn away, blown away and reformed once more To suffer again Once in it I saw beauty, beauty in the shimmer Now I only see death, death of the Summer That day when hope became ec...

You are the one I hate For what you have done to me I despise your presence in my life A parasite leeching of my existence Your eyes reflect my anger Projected onto you again Contempt is what feel for you For all the wrong you have created If you manifest in...