36 Crazyfists

I feel abandoned by the look on my face, suffering the blame I’ve laid in graves of the rains Weight of hollow breath Swallowing the darkness, the only thing I’ve left So much passion from driving nails in my lungs The darkest hour when my life is in ruin...

So bloody Sunday So I can lie Falling Christians Until I die Why speak for yourself, Yeah So I can lie Is Sunday what you wanted? Until I I die What time is it What time is yours Watching 'cause it all falls downhill I think I'm turning them b...

Go! With so many words we stand upon our dreams With all the hell around, It's exactly what it seems Lying at the bottom we can't derive our fate In the dead of night, absent of the saints. Changed men, will change There's only two kinds, ones with truth wit...

Just when you need it Never see it in your torn world And seems like a plastic world One just like you, one just like... All I am is all I'll be Can't be much more than me A deep-end falling tragedy All I am is all I'll be Broke, believe it, deceiving In you...

Looking lost as the night disappears. I hold my breath as I wait out the fear Swallowing the plagues I own and draped in hell from head to toe, and I design serene but I poison the inside Avalanche crashes down and I’m to remain calm? If you were looking fo...

Cave in and try to take away All that I have, all I betray... So much damage I've done Well this I know, that I just fail Turn me on me Turn me on me 'Cause this is everything I've stripped away I've stripped away This is me, well this I know This is me, wel...

Weighed in the balances While night invests the sea No god awaits, no god awaits Still conscious as I bleed Cast through waning memories A greater love, a greater love The only air I need This will never end Where these scars wrote stories I'll hold...

So I lit lanterns to light up all these words Looking back I know it's what I'd die for And through all this life Smashed away all the strife A friendship I paint Untouchable Crawling from the floor I been there before There I was staring back at the bottom A...

Are you comfortable with the skin you’re in? Are you screaming loud enough to be important? Are you following the path that you thought you would or wouldn’t? And you backed it all along when you’re pulling from what’s inside; it's honest there. It took all t...

I hate choking on past words, I swim upstream. The ones to never ever let you try. Blackout, clear hearts won't counteract; see through the dirt in your eyes. You must stand on battle lines if you want to own blue skies. Situations have turned the tide, the wa...

Here is your broken character, the one left of heaven. Scissors cut him from the page, example: continue to read not to retrace the steps, touch me. The hemorrhaging has ceased, has ceased. And I swallow these capsules to regain my grip. And I swallowed...

Come brush away these fists and I will tell you Everything I hope you know how long I'm lacking, So carve my name and take me to the strength under it all Then bury me where I fall Push and pull like sex machines, like sex machines Push and pull like sex mach...

I awoke to the sound of alarms Delicate and caving in Drenched in my own This faith is coming with me Days inch by grown weary as we sleep April has become the numbing heart I own I'd bleed for this again and again and again How I need for this candl...

Soon I will be falling down The way I always And I remember falling And I remember crawling... Still I'm falling Have you come down From all the peeling? 'Cause I remember holy And only God can save me Still I'm falling... This is the last time I'll speak...

Pieces of you, spread all over, torn in two Forward/backward Save yourself, from nothing, from no one Forward/backward You better get yourself out of it You better get yourself out of it You think you're right but it ain't right You think it's right but it...

I've got myself deep this time Tons of frustration builds in mine And it shows me nothing It shows me nothing at all Circle the drain Backward solace right from your side And you sit and criticize Shows me nothing It shows me nothing at all Circle the drain...

Ever since the fall, I've abandoned all the shadows... replacing history with moral victories. And this light around my body and what it seems to be. I'm still coming clean..tonight When we fall from grace, we must rise from the dead... And it's all just goi...

Crawling... deeper Words that dry from here Balance... withers One now down One now down I run full circles I bear it forward Stand with my crutch Like this way Crutch Deal in my hand Tell me Does it Hurt yourself inside And balance withers T...

The night breathes different And the cold was named anew She sits in the wordless space The grin gave us away And that was the end That was everything dying And that was the end That was everything Cut into the face and think straight I was doing everything t...

You couldn't hold your mouth to stop the sound With all these riches on the tip of your tongue And I was trying to dampen it all out You were talking louder than I should hear Producing nothing but all these mirrors And I was trying to play it all down With...

I taste words you divide, want to cover up Temporary lies And I see how you pressed your skin on limb How much thicker it is, how much thicker Mark my words Voice comes through the mesh, a sign of safety Temporary smile Cross my heart, I'll protect my own Ho...

Nothing new for you now, how can you bury? Filling up all your eyes and never swearing With your embrace I receive, receive the enemy Is this the Christ that you need or not the Christ that you need? Where do you gain your strength? One look and you will know...

And in the harbor she sleeps on her anchor waiting direction. Then through the storms we align life and search forever after. So we gather our way to answer all of our failures with hope and redemption. Rest inside the flames. Continue the chase through the...

Go! I swear to God, You need to feel this, Life fades away, As it deals it, My hate's awake, As it deals it, And my pain's to rated to lose it, Run like the wild (edit: i dont think this is right) Too mad to be on my own, Try, try, try not to feel...

I love you I hate you The one that kills me And without it All bets off Can't erase it, leave Eyes of lies Eyes of lies Together It's on The one that held you And we call Your downfall The one that separates And never mind The state of mind The one that mak...

So we went after the crash, we step out alone. An undivided healing that swallows us whole. The air cuts like glass and you taste like winter. And how long will you last, forever And congratulations you've become what you wanted. Stepping out of this car with...

Oh listener can you hear me? Spirits been crushed and vanished beneath Oh sympathy can you feel me? Received the words of dead end sound I never ever meant to lose your way As black as night, I see ghosts surround my pain And you my heart, forever saint...

Between the seasons we find room. And I like the way your lips turned legendary. And I like the way the sun will come to light. And I like the way your lips turned legendary. And I like the way the sun will come to light. But it won't be long until it's your...

Can you tell just by looking at me I've been abandoned by recovery? I always ran but I never escaped My secrets are written all over my face. And I have become more than I care, Bury the burdens of despair. I know day takes me under, Graves take me far...

In the Midnights I ran with the dead and chased And chased my own shadow Built walls, walls of belief Reaction from the fall We are ones of will Desperate and dying I was, I was along for the ride The ride of the unaligned I gave you every word to ho...

Yeah! Bet you don't remember When that feather burns Try to remember just how long Try to remember just how strong Secrets falling down Tools just like you which I'll take your blames Just last season I lost my reason Still I brought along Secrets falling...

Through the long sleep Darkness bleeds Through the silver and I Reminded the layout as the wings They all died And it all hates like you Destroys the message Another open eye to secrets With plans to scrape them clean And I have stacked them higher than anyon...

Over mountains I feel safe Sacred were those summers And these memories I place in my heart for shelter And I modify Just to smell the ocean And I underline Visualizing motion And I guess I miss my home I could not stay I'll return It's alright I'm ok Reocc...

Get the fuck up Up in the corner Been gone for so long It's back there in town And rise, up out the wild town So many secret And trail no one But most came in to beat them Watch all they're entwined What about you What about you And I go get you...

A classroom circle slowly drifts on... I knew right then I'd carve your name, so I... Save your charity it's gone too far now as it seems I drive by your scenery... All the while I died that night... Please come back, tell me it's alright And save your chari...

I look for answers to pave the truth Loss fills like storm clouds underneath the moon Don’t plan to live forever but I wanted her to. Burning hole where my heart was Out in the distance the voices die. Hollow walls and empty eyes Love alive where love ne...

Wake up to you above my bed, angelic stranger Time waits for no one she said and I believed her Slowly we danced into the night Oceans and moonlight and carefully I watched as she set my soul on fire Time waits for no one she said and I believed her And t...

Untangle me from my detest Untangle my wreck Slowly but surely were dining in A table full of regret Alive inside Never thought I'd get back here Starting at the bottom Life extinguish life Life extinguish life Wallowing in this sinking ship The wa...

It's a midnight swim, where it is late and the air is all clear. And I remember that evening, you on the floor, I was attached to the ceiling. Look behind, that glass in your mouth, it's what I am due for. The sun will set tonight on all the lonely dreamers, o...

What then. And it comes screaming From all this dreaming People falling No one's open I see new colors Not like the others Name your rapist Only once Save my life, save my life Save my life, save my life Walk on through, this hatred Walk on through, this hat...

There are whispers, ones that let me in on the upcoming. I watched and listened, ready to take hold the sight, to take over the whole damn night. I stay buried from loss that would kill me across. Never go away, hold her tightly and I love harder than I can. O...

Could I be any further along when a room leaves nothing? We close our eyes to avoid the sound. You were traveling by an aeroplane over the ocean. I was deciding the way to perform the rescue. Could I be any more this way, done starting over. The silence in you...

Spill it all over, just like you used to Reason to be strong But you don't like me, but you don't even know me I will save me, I will save me Please fight for me Shut down in another light, in a hole not yet sewn Words that madeyou sickened inside But you su...

I want you to come home. I'm tired of being alone. And it's making me sick not knowing if you're safe and alright The kids are growing up so fast. And knowing you're missing them. And they're missing you, has given me a pain so deep inside. Something from this...

Another wave crashes down, found alone. They were always meant to... make amends Another year comes crashing down, With all the weight and all the sound Where the water exits high and leaves forgiven It goes on and on and on Wait wait! Can i get it back...

She hangs her head and cries on my shirt She must be hurt very badly Tell me what's making you sad, Li? Open your door, don't hide in the dark You're lost in the dark, you can trust me 'Cause you know that's how it must be Lisa Lisa, sad Lisa Lisa Her eyes l...

We can’t find ourselves Mistakes have had their way with me Lost in the darkest places to be If you hear my name stay close to all you claim Deep in the river of bones All alone I cast my stones Even if the devil made amends with me I’d certainly declin...

Think I'll rename my heart, the calendar. 'Cause it'll surely know just when to end. And I've been looking at you through the telephone, as the photograph whispers that she isn't even home. So alone, I bleed myself right in. Unusual here breathing, inviting th...

With the absence of eye i can start to bleed again and the colour of hearts, it seems that you wear right thin and as it falls from your mouth it seems like you needed it more well i can still ask for more, i could still ask for more [chorus] get the fuc...

My bones caught a fever narrow and deep It’s hard to be a believer This I believe My heart again Old deceiver, constant caving until the end Wake up, I’m still taking this all in It’s still following me Sounding like a whisper Crashing like a tree, it’...

There were thousands of days as we traveled down North Road, and I remember my uncle on his last day, and how I would kill to shake his hand again. And on goes the battle of years upon years. My Father's eyes bring me solace, and his look of focus I try to ins...

Bad luck wind blowin’ in the breath of death From the sway the lens bleeds deep across the screen Sound the voice of life and bury it beneath your feet I wish this light would never ever dim I wish this light would never dim Sorrow sings of everything but...

No sleep No sleep for me No sleep No sleep for... Not what we wanted Not what we wanted to be Not what we came for Not what we came to be I think you're holding your own I think you're holding your own It seems a wasted life It seems so... And I'll remember...

Midnight came and went I lie awake and speak with the moon Broken in a million pieces again, I numb myself with the substances It’s not the same It may look that way but the faces have surely changed Give me the blame and I will bury it deep down And kee...

Never above, Never below, Always beside I chose to back off from this open wound, to sweep this all into flames. Scream under streetlights 'till the voice takes leave. Life's beautiful miseries. Never above, Never below, Always beside Bot you can't make ame...

It's a midnight swim Where it is late and the air is all clear And I remember that evening, you on the floor I was so attached to the ceiling Look behind the glass in your mouth These words i am, due for The sun will set tonight under the lonely dreamers Onl...

Take deep breaths and gather the night A hole that's hardly summed up by taking away Time unlocks the stall When there's nothing left to lose, nothing can be lost I don't know if anything has changed But the hope of that change changes everything Hope bu...

I wrote this story so many days ago, and the words kept falling onto pages. Without the loss we can't go on, and with the loss we became strong. It's how it is, as we stare it down. Oh my god do I think that this is the end of everything. When everything insid...

Just went through your eyes, and the battle was fine. Couldn't stand to see you streaming. Now I realize that I might have been part of the reason for your frowning. And so I grey the heart and the shape, that look that you gave, staring. At empty help me bac...

Open to May, when we were young and brave. Took steps to remove me, I'll come in and out with the tides. The lost and the loved, I admire. You had every chance to close this, to take it all down and out of sight. Where there's nothing to find and there's nothi...

And there's the police So we'll all hurt me See who's merciful [?] (gunshot) Ugh! (coughing) Roll on over Over and over Roll on over Since you could And I've been counting By these hands, yes I've been counting By these hands, yes This is why, I'm about...

I've seen the devil In many of my days Lately I've decorated far too many graves Put death down and tried to walk into the sun Without the flames igniting me all at once Time and trauma Both follow me One in the ocean The other in the sea What is the...

In light of all these events I divide all of my defense Black are my eyes like sharks in disguise It won’t go away when everything is taken away from me It’s so sickening when everything is breaking away from me But I guess I knew the ocean Would swallow...

Trenches Reckless abandon, coming undone Survive the swallow, decade of ruin gone I found myself in trenches tonight Regret runs wild as darkness kills All the lights All the lights have died Slow dose of hell stripping what's left Sleepless for days...

I'm not sick, I'm just a boy Sifting through the newfound lie And I'll be crawling through these ashes and dissecting All these flies Since the sun has died and it is still somewhat July Is this all the world has to offer? And I don't know how much you...

Am I allowed to breathe Am I allowed to counter Words that don't believe And words that don't matter And soon I'll sigh And forget them all Only sometimes Am I allowed...breathe And sometimes should have told me That you would be here But you weren't you anym...

The great unknown of forbidden shadows She crawl back on the outside This my beauty is just a cruel game Memories begin to wandered of vanish Her castle is a night witch carved from stone She vanish at nightmares Beloved my children gone in the light...

We hit the floor with little certainty then truth entered with more. Outlining all the ways of which to be. But no longer the scenery we hoped has taken over an..and now more than ever you'll find out. Why I try to fight these changes... battling me, I choose...

I am waiting on a war, this panic is setting in... From what it seems all could use some cleansing, better hurry up since were not pretending. And panic wouldn't mean so much if there was such a thing as end in sight. But I know its only coming in waves, to s...

Press skin into skin Just a fraction to gather the senses Still locking in mine Design Just a scrape to uncover the evidence You won't remove me Not anymore So here we are Now it's obvious Candle lit to divide all your areas And inside all your barriers I'm d...

What I would give for memories that wouldn't keep me up at night. We cannot deny. It's a shame that all we have is a memory that cannot kill the fear. And get out get out alive. You won't find any comfort here. When I begin. And I may have friends, some of the...

Voice reminds of where we are, in a cement city...Arrive We gave it hell and we find ourselves coherent and so unclear. And I'm lost at sea with guides to spare, lost at sea with guides to spare. This is the sound waves of desperation. Ones of reminder and t...

LET'S JUST PRETEND FOR A SECOND that nothings wrong and we've grabbed horizons by the throat and moved along BYPASS EVERYTHING THAT DRAGGED US OUT INTO THE LIGHTS, and while your around here's that kiss goodnight Slow dance in the dark for old times sake, whi...

From sky stars fell out into graves Breathing while dying Companies of ghosts remain Alone with. With the sea. And as they fade away... Late night hope and wish Even now your undressed in my sleep Slowly the swells of light Seep through as we breathe...

There will be many nights alone to pour the kerosene. Scissors cut harness free, the spotlight on the bed of the serene. And when you call me out in victory. It's been a long night, and I still came up missing. And I touch to believe. I gather my faith to help...

You should've called out Made ammends Broken hearts breath unison I was trying to gather mine All my tragedies are my enemies All my enemies are mine And we carry on Just to lighten the load Never had I been such outsider Eyes of the blamed While I was tryin...